Things have been okay in my life for the last few weeks. Not good, not bad, just okay. I spend time with my friends that I am thankful for, but I still have the same issues on my mind ( Read more... )

So I sort have been seeing this girl Elissa for a while. Technically we have only gotten together 3 times. The 2nd time was after the souring lack of communication from her, and she offered a very generalized excuse that she was "busy" more or less that she could not send me a text or call within 24 hours of me expecting to hear from her on why she ( Read more... )

I have joined various dating sites or other profile sites trying to see what my options are in online dating. I always have been told that trying to find a serious relationship in a bar or club is not a good idea. Everything I hear is that they are usually full of just one night stands or short flings. It has been about a month now, still nothing ( Read more... )

I can't help but get a little envious when I read other young trans women who take hormones and experience the whole "constantly sore boobs". I never have experienced that like many of these women talk about, and I will admit it makes me feel like I was a little cheated a bit on my transition experience. Makes me feel less like a woman in a way. I ( Read more... )

Just some quick updates and interesting things happening off the top of my head:

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There has been a lot that has happened, and I have been meaning to write a good summary post at some point of interesting things that have happened lately but have been lazy too ( Read more... )

As I discussed in some detail with my friend Yumi tonight, I don't know how to change well. How do others feel confident to do things that they have never done before or meet people who they don't really know at all? Is it through their own confidence as a person? If so, I guess that is difficult for me to do. I don't really know how to like myself ( Read more... )

I met Yumi to work out at a park to swim and do weights this afternoon after work. I still stink at free-style swimming, but somehow I hope that I can figure out a way to improve ( Read more... )

My coworker Jared and I just got back from the supply fair that is here today at work, just vendors displaying products for sale ( Read more... )

I had 2 dreams last night that were interesting and a bummer while the other one was just depressing 
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